Today marks repeat of week 2 day 2! I am so tired at 6:22am this time that I just do not want to get out the door. Today also marks three weeks since I have started to run. Which is a big mile stone for me. I usually start exercising and stop that same week. Now to get my running clothes on and start my day.
Well I got out the door and did my training. Although with the crews here cleaning up after Ida I almost went back in. They were all up and outside getting ready for work, which made the Campground to busy for my liking on my run. Either way I pushed myself harder and did the 29 minutes of running even with all the commotion outside while I did it.
I am feeling less tired after the run thank goodness. Feeling great, confident, and mentally capable of handling issues through out the day. With only short bursts of irritable outbursts.
One outbursts was my girls are being clingy and whiney in hindsight they probably had a restless night as well. Another outburst is my son asking questions we answer then he does what the hell he pleases anyways. For instance I say that is bleach leave it alone and he picks it up anyways and sprays his fucking hands with it. Its like you are freaking 12 why the hell can’t you listen! We already said not to touch it several times and here you are doing exactly as you please, to hell with what everyone else says.
Gah we are all working on how we handle situations but geez Louis it is hard when someone does not listen. It all takes time and patience. I am just hoping that it does not take to much longer.