Who am I

I am a mom

I am a teacher

I am a wife

I am a chef

I am a mental health coach

I am a physical health coach

I am a cook

I am a laundress

I am a dishwasher

I am a soap maker

I am a small business owner

Who am I? Sometimes it is hard to remember who you are when life is busy being a wife and mother. Who do I want to be? I am striving to be a kind loving mother. I want to be an understanding mother. My patience I feel is dwindling a little.

Sometimes I feel as if my life is on repeat. The repeat of everything is hard to get through learning from mistakes is hard but it is important to get through those mistakes.

It is a hard pill to swallow when you realize in trying to help you are actually making the people you love more than life itself feel like they are inadequate. This is only because I have to repeat myself constantly.

I hope and pray that with the new year approaching we will start understanding each other better.

I have been holding onto this post for a while. I did not in that moment feel comfortable with posting it. Being so personal and raw is hard to share. Upon rereading this, I finally felt able to put this out there.

We all strive to be loving when it comes to conflict, but sometimes it is hard to step back and take a breath. It was particularly hard to be understanding on this day. We all made it through though.

I hope you all have had a wonderful day! And thank you for reading.